Vanessa Feltz's ex Ben Ofoedu has claimed he wants to find a psychotherapist to treat him and help him figure out why he cheated.
Ben told The Mirror that he's been "incredibly stupid" to cheat on the This Morning presenter and confirmed he knew he had to "hold his hands up" to his wrongdoing.
The 50-year-old admitted that he's been doing a lot of "soul-searching" and would "love to see a therapist" to help him understand himself.
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“I don’t come from a family of therapy. I’m an English kid, Nigerian background but I’d love to see a therapist," he said. “It’s about why you do what you do which needs to be worked out and I need someone to help me find out why."
Ben continued: “The way it’s been portrayed is that I’m a serial cheater and that I go to holiday parks meeting this woman and that’s not right.
"There’s two incidents that have made me throw my life away," he concluded.
The Phats and Small singer believes that unresolved issues from his cheating back in 2015 ultimately caused him to stray again and he recently admitted to sexting fans and having a three-time romp with an older woman.
Ben has been kicked out of the north London home he shared with the TV star and has confessed that his mistakes have affected their "close knit family".
“So many people have been hurt, not just Vanessa," he said. "I was so close to her grandchildren, her daughters, their husbands. We’re a close knit family."
“My family have been appalled by it as well. There’s been a lot of pain," Ben continued. "I’ve broken her trust. She gave me another chance. I’ve gone and destroyed that.”
Ben revealed: "My last conversation with Vanessa was me saying how wonderful she was, how she was the love of my life and saying how much I loved her and that I’m so, so sorry it’s happened. ‘Please find it in your heart to forgive me,' those were the last words I said."
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